A sleepless night... written by Cheryl Ng

Up late in vancouver and thinking non stop about my little Ernie. I miss him so very much and it kills me inside to have to always travel for my foufou dog business. Ernie was my inspiration to start this company but since the company has launched, I find myself leaving his side more and more.

I raised him since he was 8 weeks old and we are both extremely attached to each other. He will be 8 years old this coming june 26. Where has the time gone?

I think about how quickly he will be growing older and I know I will regret not having been able to spend as much time with him as I should have.

I won't be home for another 2.5 weeks, I think about what he's doing and if he's waiting for me to come home. Wondering how long I will be gone this time.

He knows when I start to pack my suitcase that I will be leaving his side again. He becomes very sad and it breaks my heart. It hurts me even more knowing that all his doggy friends are at the foufou dog office with their mommys but his mommy is not there.

I know he is in good hands with my family and I know he is being well taken care of. Writing this entry brings tears to my eyes.

Ernie, I thank you so much for always being there for me and understanding that mommy needs to go away from time to time to grow the business. Thank you for being such a great doggy and for being so very patient. I am so thankful and blessed to have you in my life. Without you there would never have been foufou dog.

I just want you to know that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you so very much and very soon you will be cuddling with me in my arms again

Mommy loves you so much and will be home very soon.

I love you Ernie baba- xoxo